Assalam
Yep Alhamdulillah, Finally saya adalah seorang student master ambilan September meskipun daftar masuk pd 28 Oktober.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.. walaupun pd hakikatnya aku zero meaning dgn xbnyak membacanya, research pn xberapa kerap.. but finally I managed to become masters student dalam bidang Sejarah Malaysia.. which means I'm a pure Malaysian History people.. Sarjana sastera Sejarah Malaysia.. Mungkin itulah kot nama ijazah sarjana aku nanti.. aku pn xberapa sure.. Yang pasti skrg ni aku masih seorang student dan belum lagi bekerja..
Keseronokan menjadi student master? ada ke ye? mcm xsedar je.. seronok juga sbb bnyk sgt first time.. First time uruskan applicant utk jd student master sbb slalu mak yg tlg dlm bnyk perkara, first time g medical checkup sendiri, first time jln sorang2 handle pendaftaran, First time join Seminar dgn lecturers and members, bnyk sgt first time.. tp berbaloi.. Alhamdulillah.. Despite of all the things, I'm still worried..
I'm worried about my proposal defence, because of my little knowledge about my research.. I'm worried if I cannot continue my studies until the end, I'm worried if I cannot survive.. That's too much thing to be think and utk melaluinya.. bnyk sgt.. in all aspect condition.. I'm a student with self-financial, and the only student right now who became a student master alone because my other friends will be joining in another semester.. everything just made me worried.. and my biggest worried is my Pembentangan Proposal.. for sure I need to defence my proposal.. I'm worried if I cannot manage to explain in detail about my research, I'm worried if my supervisor ashamed on me.. So many things.. I hope Allah S.W.T will ease my worried and my journey towards all decision that I made.. Aammiinn Inn shaa Allah.. pls readers pray for me too.. I'm really worried about my proposal defence which is held in two weeks more.. thank you..
Wassalam..
Sorry for my rojak, and my bad english..
